Anti-Memefeat. Hatsune Miku

My heart is complicated, but that doesn't concern you.

Anti-Meme
Lyrics
“You have no choice but to keep living, even if it’s tough.”
Those were the words I never wanted to hear.
I just said them to you, and it startled me.
My back shivered just a little.

When you gently let go of my hand,
I realized it had always been warm.
I don't want my hand to become cold.
I don't want to disappear like this.

Don't make them easy words to remember.
Don't make them easy melodies to sing.
My feelings are always complicated.
That's the only thing I'm good at.

Sorry for having a heart that freezes easily.
Don't light an obvious flame.
If the day comes when my heart melts,
I want to choose you, but it’s impossible.

They say they've lived without looking back.
Isn't it just that they don't want to look back?
If it’s better to forget everything,
how should I live from now on?

Unbearable melancholy,
sometimes clouds your view.
But at those very moments, the sky is clear.
As if it's someone else's problem.

The day we understand each other will never come.
There's no way you can understand me.
I’ve kept pushing you away,
but now, I want to know you.

Don't make them easy words to remember.
Don't make them easy melodies to sing.
My feelings are always complicated.
I’ve lived only for that.

Shatter my frozen heart,
gather the beautiful pieces,
and if the day comes when I can give them to another,
I want to choose you, but it’s impossible.

It's already impossible!

I can’t reach you, I can't convey this,
I've been alone, always alone.
That's just all.
It’s already impossible.